Moving On

Hey guys. As much as I have loved getting to know you and becoming a part of this little family, I feel like it's finally time for me to move on. Well, now that I think about it, I will be staying on buzznet, but my posts will only be personal. I have decided that from now on I will be posting fanfics on my LiveJournal (even though it confuses the fuck out of me). This will be the first of my personal blogs, and just so you know, I'll probably write these as a diary entry.

I want to start off by saying that I am in my second semester of writing for the college newspaer "The Current" and I am the editor for the arts and entertainment section of the paper. When I was fisrt told that I was going to be an editor I immediately felt overcome by worry. I honestly felt as if I wouldn't be good enough and that the whole arts and entertainment section of the newspaper would fall apart. That same day I met the writers of my section, lets call the girl Jen and the guy James, only two! Can you guys believe that? I only have two writers. I thought I got the short end of the stick with that one, but Jen and James are amazing writers that are always on top of their things, which makes things very easy for me.

I got a new job. Remember when I posted that I got a job at Jack in The Box? Well, now I work at JC Penny in the juniors department. So far its not that bad, and by its, I mean the working part, but my coworkers seem to not like me. They started gossiping with someone and told them I was being rude. What had happened was that they told me to start putting the clothes that weren't purchased back where they belonged while they went out and made sure everything looked nice. I told them "no. I don't know where anything goes," so they started saying that I wanted to get yelled at. In the end I decided that I was goinng to make sure everything looked nice and I tried to put a few things away.

Lastly, I have a crush on the same guy I had a crush on a few months ago. Again. I know that I really shouldn't like him, but I do. He can be super sweet and he has pretty good taste in music. He's a the photo editor for the newspaper, and he sometimes acts like he might like me back, but I mostly think he just acts like that in general. He's also, sort of, a man whore. He has a different girlfrirend every week, and it seems like he's into a lot of different girls. Sometimes I feel like I should just ask him out, and other times I wish I could get over him.